Corr Blimey

I've been such a drama queen, my goodness.

Anyway, I'm okay now. Yesterday I think I was just dwelling too much, and cos I wasn't doing anything else exceptt think about everything, it all got a bit overwhelming.

Church today - great.

God told me that He loved me. Totally needed to hear that.
There was also talk about the fruits of the spirit.
Love, Joy, Peace, Patience, Kindness, Goodness, Faithfulness, Gentleness and Self-Control.
Nine very important things.
Love is the most important. But it's not worldly love - the kind of love that you feel because of what someone has done for you, you love them because they're good to you, because they love you, because they deserve your love.
Unconditional love is the one that I must pursue. A love that does not depend on anything, you just love without any apparent reason. You love to love.
That's the way God loves us. If you've got that kinda love, then all the other stuff will follow.
I've got to start cultivating my fruits.
And stop being so moody ha :)
I've been on a rollercoaster, but the ride has ended now. I'm off, I've collected my hideous, embarrassing photo and will store it in a drawer somewhere, not to be forgotten, but not to be in plain sight as a constant reminder. I'm leaving the theme park now, just gonna go for a stroll down the road.

'I've got the joy, joy, joy, joy,
Down in my heart (where?),
Down in my heart (where?),
Down in my heart.
I've got the joy, joy, joy, joy,
Down in my heart (where?),
Down in my heart to stay' :)